||[Sep. 6th, 2008|10:53 pm]
kitty or stasha
Im pretty sure that I dont have a life at the moment. School, work, sleep. Thats it.
This week has been rough on me. Went to Utah to see the new house. It was beautiful, but I had a hard time there. Sometimes I forget just how easy life could be there, but then I remember how sad I would be knowing I could make something out of myself.
I got to see some of my family there. My aunt vickie was so sweet to me and raquel. Then lisa pretty much ruined it. She called my aunt a ignorant, stupid hag. To my face no less. Then she tells raquel not to hang out with "my family". Lisa thinks I will get raquel to do drugs and whatnot.
My dad didnt say anything. Then he told me that he did later that day. Im not sure I believe him. He said that Lisa and I should try to make up. After 10+ years of my life, where she could have acted like an adult, she preferes to lie, blame others, and act like a spoiled princess. I told him what reason would make me want to make up? She wont change.
I really wish I could vent to someone. Honestly, I have cried myself to sleep everynight for the past week. For no real reason. I think I just need a weekend by myself or doing something extremly exciting.
my eye is twitching.