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[Sep. 6th, 2008|10:53 pm]
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Im pretty sure that I dont have a life at the moment. School, work, sleep. Thats it.

This week has been rough on me. Went to Utah to see the new house. It was beautiful, but I had a hard time there. Sometimes I forget just how easy life could be there, but then I remember how sad I would be knowing I could make something out of myself.

I got to see some of my family there. My aunt vickie was so sweet to me and raquel. Then lisa pretty much ruined it. She called my aunt a ignorant, stupid hag. To my face no less. Then she tells raquel not to hang out with "my family". Lisa thinks I will get raquel to do drugs and whatnot.

My dad didnt say anything. Then he told me that he did later that day. Im not sure I believe him. He said that Lisa and I should try to make up. After 10+ years of my life, where she could have acted like an adult, she preferes to lie, blame others, and act like a spoiled princess. I told him what reason would make me want to make up? She wont change.

I really wish I could vent to someone. Honestly, I have cried myself to sleep everynight for the past week. For no real reason. I think I just need a weekend by myself or doing something extremly exciting.

my eye is twitching.
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[User Picture]From: chillibeanie
2007-09-08 12:53 am (UTC)
yeah. i feel like i dont have a life either.

i miss you.
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[User Picture]From: livejamie
2007-09-08 01:55 pm (UTC)
hi
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[User Picture]From: g_stefani702
2007-09-09 10:42 pm (UTC)
vent to me. i'm here for you. let's go to the park late at nite and scare ourselves hahahaha! no but seriously im here call me and lets get coffee.
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[User Picture]From: guiltyforsin
2007-09-14 03:07 am (UTC)
Mmm...we should do that. But I dont want to vent to you. I would much rather have fun with you.

Let me know when you are free. There is a park where I live. Ahaha...they have swings.
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[User Picture]From: a_meatbag_01
2007-11-06 08:41 am (UTC)
Oh cripes..I hate it when my eye twitches..!
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