||[May. 22nd, 2008|10:01 pm]
kitty or stasha
|||||black, Pearl Jam||]|
I really can't stand it when a guy tells me he has had a crush on me (or that he fuckin loves me) a little too late. What is that? They know that nothing can happen so then they decide to tell me anyway? Grow some fucking balls, its not like it will break your heart.
I would rather get turned down or not tell them all than to go "Oh by the way...". I mean, it kinda shows me that I wasn't worth the effort.
Oh well. Im excited for California, but I have no idea what the hell I am going to do there.
I want to go play around. Like roll around in the grass kinda play. Lahmow. Im such a oddball.