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(no subject) [Jan. 18th, 2009|11:22 pm]
kitty or stasha
kinda wish my dad would stop smoking so much pot.

At least it's not the other shit.

My room stinks with it from my window being open.

We don't need anymore substance abuse in my family.

I hope it stops with me.

where's my huge collection of febreeze?
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(no subject) [Jan. 14th, 2009|08:08 pm]
kitty or stasha
Since I can't manage my time schedual for school to save my life. I end up with a 3 hour break before classes.

Yet I admit, some of the best conversations happen in those three hours.

We talked about PETA invovled with killing animals instead of giving them good homes. Personally I think PETA is a bunch of fuckwits...but no offence to any of you who like them.
Anyway, some kid goes "So much for the ethical treatment of animals" in this laidback kind of way. And me being the idiot that I am I yell out "Now its just PEEEEEE". Ahahaha wow.

Hmm...I felt very out of the loop today. I think thats due to me pushing away anyone with drama in their lives. Not intentionally in some cases. I just have no time to deal with other peoples shit. So I avoid them. Its kinda sad. Yet, the people that I actually want to be included in on whats going on don't ever really think of me. But then again, there are those that I appreciate very very much.

This whole post is here because of my hunger for food. It's being cooked.
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hmm. [Dec. 19th, 2008|04:06 pm]
kitty or stasha
It's been a while LJ.

School is done but I have a cold. I am eating penicillin like candy.

I should be more productive but I am a lazy bitch.

Tomorrow I am going to get my haircut, but I don't know what to do.
Probably just get something like this. Only not blonde.

I wish I was more into christmas. I am all for the appreciation of people and family at this time of the year. I just am not a big fan of the religion aspect. It's not my cup of tea.

Oh. And I hate kids. Seriously.
...this comment will probably mean that I will have like 12 of the little bastards.
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(no subject) [Nov. 17th, 2008|12:11 am]
kitty or stasha
Having no time for jack shit makes me a sad sad stasha.

There is so much crap I have to do still.

I think I am kinda freaking out?

Not to mention a little lonely.

I would be a mess without the friends I have in school.

Next semester should be easier.


I wish I wasn't so worried about people. My mom is in trouble and there isn't anything I can do about it.

I want something really really bad. I might try to get it.
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(no subject) [Nov. 6th, 2008|01:16 am]
kitty or stasha
Know what sucks?

My computer crashed.

Thank god for starting brand new.

But I am sad that I lost some shit. Oh well

Hopefully I can get a new game to finally work. If not, Im kicking it in the face. Hard.

And I like how we had a gas leak in the LL building. It smelled wonderful.

I should update more often. But Im a lazy bitch.
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(no subject) [Oct. 11th, 2008|04:43 pm]
kitty or stasha
[Current Mood |distresseddistressed]

I honestly wish I had a little troll or something(one) to write papers for me. I seriously suck at them. I have to write about fukuzawa, three kingdoms, and embracing defeat. Can't say I am excited.

Sucky sucky sucky...why is it so hard to write about this shit?

Im debating about going to Hiroshima for summer. :/
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(no subject) [Sep. 6th, 2008|10:53 pm]
kitty or stasha
[Current Mood |pessimisticpessimistic]

Im pretty sure that I dont have a life at the moment. School, work, sleep. Thats it.

This week has been rough on me. Went to Utah to see the new house. It was beautiful, but I had a hard time there. Sometimes I forget just how easy life could be there, but then I remember how sad I would be knowing I could make something out of myself.

I got to see some of my family there. My aunt vickie was so sweet to me and raquel. Then lisa pretty much ruined it. She called my aunt a ignorant, stupid hag. To my face no less. Then she tells raquel not to hang out with "my family". Lisa thinks I will get raquel to do drugs and whatnot.

My dad didnt say anything. Then he told me that he did later that day. Im not sure I believe him. He said that Lisa and I should try to make up. After 10+ years of my life, where she could have acted like an adult, she preferes to lie, blame others, and act like a spoiled princess. I told him what reason would make me want to make up? She wont change.

I really wish I could vent to someone. Honestly, I have cried myself to sleep everynight for the past week. For no real reason. I think I just need a weekend by myself or doing something extremly exciting.

my eye is twitching.
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Oh Arizona [Aug. 15th, 2008|05:38 am]
kitty or stasha
[Current Mood |chipperchipper]

Why are you so hot?? Dont you realize us humans get sweaty and smell funky when its hot?

I walked into the bookstore at ASU...and man did it smell funky. Eck.

But HOORAY for being back. Lets hang out yo.

Camping was fun. So much nudity it was almost obsurd. I'd like to thank the constant flow of mojito's. They make me giddy.
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S.K.I.N YAY [Jun. 12th, 2008|10:55 am]
kitty or stasha
Anaheim, California (June 12, 2007) — Premier tickets for super group S.K.I.N. (group composed of: Yoshiki, Gackt, Sugizo and Miyavi), the J-Rock concert of the century, is now available online for online purchases

...I really really really wanna go.
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put on an apron and bake me cookies [Jun. 11th, 2008|12:06 am]
kitty or stasha
[Current Mood |contentcontent]

I love these people so much. They pretty much made me and mom apart of them. We are all such weirdos though...it must be love.
The Laguna Brunch festCollapse )
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